I'm 19 and dead inside. Is my life truly fixable or is suicide the only answer?

I LOVE YOU JOSHUA, LIFE JUST FEELS LOUSY RIGHT NOW, BUT HANG IN THERE BUDDY, YOUR A FRESH NEW ADULT AND YOU HAVE A FULL LIFE AHEAD OF YOU.. WAIT UNTILL YOU MEET SOME HOT CHICKS... IT WILL BE FUN.. YOU WILL FIND A JOB EVENTUALLY AND YOULL GET A PAYCHECK AND MEET SOME NEW FRIENDS.. BELIVE ME MAN, YOUR GOING TO MEET ALOT OF COOL PEOPLE SOONER THEN YOU THINK.. RIGHT NOW, YOU FEEL LEFT OUT.. ITS ONLY TEMPORARY JOSH..